Grim is no more.

I've been working on what to type to tell you all this, most of you know why my user name is 'andi and grim' from the old days before I had a mini-site, Grim was my first pet guinea pig and I was really close to him and he was always there for me in his cage when I was sad.
He had been ill for a few days. I think it might have been the same cancer my dad has, with my dad's cancer he had fluid come out his backside, the fluid my dad loses is the same as the fluid Grim was losing, I first noticed something wrong with Grim when he wasn't eating or drinking and then five days before he died, three days before he died he stopped responding to sight, sound and touch. I don't think anything could have been done to help him and he died.
I found him slumped in his cage the same as he was before, sat facing the corner. He wasn't cold but he wasn't warm either, he was freshly dead. Grim died on the 15th of December sometime around 11pm. I was tired and went to bed at 10pm and woke through a dream where Grim was talking to me, thanking me for all I did for him. I haven't told anyone what the dream was about, I'm hoping to write that up at some point to type it up as a story because it was so hard to describe, I got out of bed and went to his cage finding him slumped, I belive he really did speak to me in my dream. He said I was a good owner and that he wanted me to take care of his daughters, so Ryan if your reading this can I buy Truffel back? Grim was young, he was about a year and a half old, born on the 1st of June 2007. He has 3 daughters, Princess of Darkness, Nameless Pig, and Truffel who was origanly called Spawn. Grim leaves behind alot in this world, he was my favourite pig and left behind more than Ray did. I won't be changing my user name, it can stay as a memory of Grim, some of the creations were inspired by him and silly things he did. He will be rememberd as the guinea pig who could undo a zip and open a cage, he taught me to love life and respcet animals. I learnt so much from him, I miss him so much but I'm trying to get through this. Grim's death made me realise how special life is.

I'm posting this as my last goodbye, so long and good night Grim. Your spirt lives on and you live on in my heart and mind, keeping me safe and watching over me.

Death

I went outside yesterday to Ray's hutch and noticed how cold it was, so I moved him into the back portch to sheild him from the bitter wind. He hadn't drank very much water and he was freezeing cold. Then about an hour ago I went out to feed him and I was putting his food in the bowl thinking "Ray's sure quiet." I opened the hucth and when I didnt hear moveing I put my hand in and found his lifeless corpse. I was sat there crying. He shouldn't be dead but I have his body on my lap, hes dead. I want him back, hes my pig, he souldnt be dead. Its all my fault. Hes dead.

Cancer

My dad's cancer has comeback again. He was diagnosed around Christmas 2006 after about 3 years of him being in pain, at first the doctors thaught it was piles, he was taken in for an op then they discoverd something that changed my family forever, he had cancer. They had to operate and he ended up with bags to collects his waste. Then they found another tumor in his liver and he had part of his liver removed. After a few months of him being clear he got an infection in his 'area' and they discoverd that it was another secondary. So I may not create as much because of this but I'm still here, if anyone is going through the same sort of thing or has been through it then I'm here to talk, I would like advice and I could possibly give some.

Internet

I lost my internet for about a week, but its fixed now! Phew! And theres another net set on the way!

Break Over.

Okay, I've come back from my break, I've had a think about what I really want to make for TS2, and I have decided. Some of you may not like this but I want to mainly foucs on gothic fashion and things like that. If you want something, yes even if it is colorful, you can request me to make it and I will try my best! But for now I am going to make a wedding seires, I have jst finished the bride, 4 hair colors, a dress and some makeup. I hope you will enjoy this! All hair colors are binned and dress is for adult and elder!

I need a break.

Hi, I'm not going to be around much because I need a break. I just don't really feel like doing anything at the moment because I've got alot on my mind. I'm just feeling a bit sad and worried. I have a holoday camp coming up and theres kids as young as nine there, I don't really want to people seeing my arm or my scars and I feel a bit sad, really sad. If you comment on my stuff I will get back to you in a few weeks or when ever I feel better, if you PM me or sign my geustbook I'll get back sooner, sorry about this, XOX Andi.

New Sets....Ideas anyway.

Okay, I have a sim called Rose, she doesn't suit any of the maxis clothing so I made my own for her, I also made a hair style and eye brows, heres a preview of the set, and I will make other ages too!

Thank you!

Hi, this is my first blog entry so read it. Thank you to all the people who have downloaded my creations and bookmarked me and kept me uploading, its you that I make my stuff for! And it's because of all you people that I got enough kudos to get a mini-site, I hope you enjoy it! Thanks!